i need to make a list of things that make me happy

the smile on anna's face when she sees me every day
being somwhere after not being there for a long time, like dim sum
family guy
people reminding me that i'm different
books that i'm totally into
tam lin
how things that happened a year ago are suddenly relevant
my smile every day at 12:45

i'm so ridiculous. there's more, but i'm tired